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Monday, February 26, 2007

hellohhs. ((:

hrmmmhs. bored.

gawsh, not chatting with anybody. )):
and ouh no. i feel like puking. =X
ate too muchh.

okaee, so todae had school.
i dont know why deres to many feelings going thru me todae even from home.
ferstly, at home i dont know why i'm soo scaredd.
even when i get out of home, i feel soo scared, dont know of wadd.
until i kinda tremble a lil'.
weirdd laaa.
denn reach school, bla bla blahs.
was like chit chatting.
amirah absent todae. -.-"
malay lesson, did filing and some werk in the wb.
did amirah's one too, she should thank me okay.
also got my videocam from cekgu.
but i got no idea how the hell to use dat videocam.
ramadhan skipped maths lesson. bcos of his hair.

hahha, until he wear gel.
and omg, he looks a lil' like tawfeiq with his fringe up with datt gel.
))': sadd sadd.

den bla bla blahs.

i dont know why i'm also moody todae.
i'm soo fucking annoyed with my SS common test paper.
i got ONE mark out of TWELVE!
can youu believe datt? pathetic laa.
i thought SS was easier so i focused more on it.
having less time for history paper.
i wrote about ONE WHOLE PAGE, and i just got ONE mark?!
fucking hell laaa.
atiqah wrote LESS than half a page and she got FOUR marks.
pala buto laaa. binget siak. buang mase aku jeks!!
buat penat je blaja. tapi dpt satu jek.

denn after school, sat at canteen with the girls.
decided nott to eat at ferst as i wanna keep the money.
but denn syafiqah blanjer me roti john cheese. ((:
thanks dearr.
denn lepak2 with syafiqah, dayang and sofia. i godeh2 the videocamm.
chit chatt, till around 3+ nearly 4.
denn we went home.

wentt home, sleep a while, for like 10 mins.
den siapp2, went to loyang point with mom and sis.
bla bla blahs.
wentt home, watch tv. doodle2.
denn use laptop go online.

and awww, fridae is already the c'est la vie.
and i still havent got dat black jeans like tina's which she said its at bugis st.
but nvmm, wednesday going down to bugis with syafiqah and sofia.
but dont know if anybody else will follow.
so yeah, wadeverr.

ishks, i cant wait for my birthdaee seyy.
i dont know whyy.
next month, around less than 20 days.
gonna meet up with my serangoon sec dearests.
and also to celebrate my birthdae with my beloved laopo which i hadnt meet for soo long.
i want a slim digicam for myself laa.
or maybe a new handphone, sony ericsson walkman phone?
new watch?
or anything else which i think i'll love.



liyanaa sayangg andd me. ((:




faezahh sayangga andd me. ((:




kendra dearest andd me. ((:

i'm off.
gd nyte readers. ((:

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:39 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

hellohhs kawan. ((:
hahahha. i'm boredd laaas.
just chattingg. with marco, and dzulfiqar and nasrul.
well, nas finally repliedd me at msn.
bcos he suddenly go "haha" at msn and didnt say anything else.
and yeah, wadds with the personal message? mcm kenal gituks.
its exactly the same. fine.
and yeah, should i follow marco out on tuesday?
he wanna go peninsula, buy t-shirt.
andd i also wanna find something for myself.
yeahs, i dont know.

okayys, so todae was an okayokayy dae.
wake up, eat.
denn watch tv. denn bathe.
went out with sis.
went to woodlands, drop by at admiralty mrt station.
went to buy some stuffs.
denn went over to nana's house.
because she's injured.
her leg got caste.[is dat how its spelt? do correct me. ((:]
eat, drink, watch tv, chit chatt. ((:
denn around 4, we left.
took 969 back to tampines.
its raining, and its damn freaking cold in the bus.
tuition starts at 5, and i reached int at 5. how great!
denn from dere took 39 to tuition.

blah blah blahs.
reached late. as usual. ((:
for physics, i'm totally lost.
andd its fucking annoying when i feel lost.
denn 10 mins break, went to buy chocolate.
as i'm alreadyy really craving and drooling over for it.
denn for chemistry. i like laaa.
i totally love it. ((:
denn went home.
cut my fingernails. yeah, cause mr. haniff checking tmr. -.-"

den bla bla blahs, dats all laaas.
i'm just gonna post pictures.



my vandalism on the table in chem labb. ((:




"chem". hehhes.



a heart shape of miine. ((: its cute.




i love you, okays?




its me withh goggles. ((: funnyface



aniah's and mine bunsen burners.




tina and liyana's bunsen burners




the result of my experimentt. ((:




tina, aniah andd me with goggles on. hahah. ((:




us. and our result of experimentt.


my artt, after colouringg it. it suck, i know.

okayys, i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:22 PM

Friday, February 23, 2007

hellohhs.

gawshh, i'm soo sleepyy.
so now, just wake up actually.
fell asleep from just noww even whenn my msn status is online.
sorry lah sgt to those i didnt reply at msn. ((:
i wake up also because my sister's already home and she made a slight noise just now.
haahhs.

okayys, i guess todae is the fun-nest dae of the whole week.
hahhas, okayys.
so went to school todae without bringing bag.
i just brought a file, and my emily the strange pouchh.
coincidentally, ramadhan also didnt bring bag and also bring file.
the exact same file. haha.
den had chemistry, went to chemistry lab.
well, dats the happiest thing for me and aniah todae!
hahah. we're going crazy! ((:
so ferstly, we tookk a picture of our table.
which we vandalised a few weeks ago.
denn we had to do dis experimentt.
which involves the seperation method of filtration andd evaporation.
with the bunsen burners and all.
FUNNN! ((:
we had to wear goggles.
denn we took picture of us, with the goggles.
funny faces la.
denn we got take picture of the experiment we're doing.
also a picture of us with the result of the experimentt.
weeee~ FUN.

denn had historyy. we're all late for class.
den mother tongue.
discussed about the same topics which made me teraser again. =X
den asked cekgu for videocam, but she told us to meet her after school.
denn reccess, bla bla blahs.
denn maths lesson, woah. i'm so attentive.
dat seldom happens. ((;
denn journal period, just wrote about 'a difficult time in my life'.
after school, looked for cekgu.
but she say wait, bcos the student haven't return the videocam.
but denn the studentt didnt come. pndi laaa.

so went home.
eat, den restt.
denn went out, meet kendra at 7-11.
bought lollie, denn went back to bus stop.
waited for adila and kamilia.
denn they came by, we went to school.
went to the d&t studio, denn just take script for our SYF.
denn tasya, adila and me went back to canteen, relax2.
tasya was soo frustrated with the scripts.
she only appear once, in the ferst scene. she's having a role as principal.
with only one line of script, and 14 werds altogether dere.(hahah, izan actually counted datt!)
and denn she didnt appear anymore.
datts badd laaa.
so we're at the canteen with izan and dzul.
i'm not shure about my role, but i only appear in the ferst and fourth scene.
i guess i'm just one of the students in class.
with only 3 lines of script and 4 werds altogether dere.
wow laaa. hahah.
izann is also one of the studentts i guess.
den dzul is the teacher/vampire. haha. ((:
adila is the main character's sister.

and ouhkayys, i got nagged by mr. haniff for leaving our hps on the table.
den dzul got nagged bcos of eyeliner and dont know wadd else.
and i got nagged againn for bringing eyeliner to school.
also of my fingernails, my eyes which had eyeliner on.
andd not forgetting he say i teach dzul how to wear celak?
i dont think soo laaa, dzul is the one datt wants to wear it.
kn dzul?
so, i'm gonna get checked on monday. urghs, pathetic. *eyes rolling*
denn also, i got bullied laaa. by none other than dzul.
he go put eyeliner on my face. denn keep on shocking me and dilaa to make us shout.
dzul, you're mean la okayys.

denn wentt home with dilaa and kamilia.
went online, but fell asleep.
gawshh!
okayy, my mind is suddenly so blank and i totally forget wad i wanna post.
so i guess till here.
i'll post the pictures next time, bcos i havent insert it yett.

till here.
gawsh, i'm hungryy.
and faizal, sorry i cant go out with youu tmr okayys? i not free arh tmr.

i'm off. ((:
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:41 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

ouh hellohhs. ((:




awww, todae started schooling already laa.
so, wake up later than usual.
bcos ytd night i slept late just bcos i'm busy watching my korean drama.
den blahs, went to school.
at traffic light, suddenly got ppl call my name from behindd.
rupernyer salihin. so denn walked to school with him.

at school, got a chocolate from amirah, the dove chocolate.
went to water cooler with atiqah.
tasya nmpk ajer org mkn chocolate.
hahahs, she's going up the stairs and she saw me eating choc.
so she get a bite, and was going like, "yay, energy boost!"
hahahs.
denn i gave dzul ferrero rocher for his bdae which is ytd.
denn chitt chatt around.
ferst lesson, social studies. went to toilett.
saw amalina, chitt chatt with herr.
denn went back to class, had cme. which mr. haniff nvr come.
den englishh, mr. tan nvr come.
so mr. kevin came in. omg laaaa.
its hell with him in the class.
he totally suck, i hate him since dat incidentt.
he think he teacher he cann do anything.
fucking hell laaas.



den after reccess, had chem.
mr. leong was totally frustrated with us.
hahah, nobody even listened to him.
except elaine, who's trying her best to make the class quiett.
hahahs, denn mother tongue.
discuss aboutt topics, which made me teraser. ((:
hahah, denn me and amirah asked for the video cam for our drama.
as it is on ferst come ferst serve basis.
so yeah, we're gonna get it by fridayy. and gonna shoot the ferst scene on saturday.
gawshh, busyy daes are ahead! omg.
den mathhs. gawsh, coordinate geometry?! totally suck la.
den physics, mr haniff nvr come.
and dat mr kevin from hell came into our class.
denn, END OF SCHOOL! ((:

pakaikan dzul celakk.
bcos he wanna go take picture to make his IC.
and he wanna look handsome. hahahs.
hahahs, smangat laaas.

wentt to toilett withh amirah, syafiqah and dayang.
me and amirah discuss about our script.
denn yayness, took a picture of me.
hahah, sitting down in the toilett mcm retarded gituks.
denn wentt home.
listenn to radio, did nothing.
SLEEP! ((: the greatest thing to do ever.
denn wake up, eat.
denn go west plaza. bought stuffs.
snacks of cos, for tmr's class.
can i be a snack machine?? wheeehehehs~
yeah fine, denn wentt home.
done.



dats all laaas for todae.
a pic of me. ((:









i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:34 PM

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Evanescence - Missing

Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
Maybe someday you'll look up
And barely conscious, you'll say to no one
Isn't something missing


You won't cry for my absence, I know
You forgot me long ago
Am I that unimportant
Am I so insignificant
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me


Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me


Please, please forgive me
But I won't be home again
I know what you do to yourself
I breathe deep and cry out
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me


Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't someone missing me


And if I bleed
I'll bleed
Knowing you don't care
And if I sleep just to dream of you
I'll wake without you there


Isn't something missing
Isn't something


Even though I'm the sacrifice
You won't try for me, not now
Though I'd die to know you love me
I'm all alone
Isn't something missing
Isn't someone missing me

; i scream my lungs out @
4:14 PM

Monday, February 19, 2007

hellohhs. ((:

wadd a boring daee todae.
just chatting with dzuls.
which means dzulfiqar and dzulkifli.
and also nas.
but now, everyone suddenly so quiet.
gawshh, i'm boredd.

and anywayys, yay!
todae is my dearest abang teddy bear's birthday
but too badd, didnt meet him. i miss him laaas.
his cute face. awww, nvm. next time will doo. ((:
happy birthday anyways.

okaee, so todae.
wake up in the afternoon.
nearly 1 like dat.
but dats also with the help of mom shouting and shouting at me to wake up.
hahahs, aper punyer anak dare? hahs.
so denn, wake up, eatt.
denn watch tv.
denn bathe. bla bla blahs.
nana, aunt and uncle came.
watched cd, 'kuntilanak'.
wheeeehs~ quite scary.
denn they went home.
after watching it, me and sis wentt to west plaza.
bought biscuits, drinks. hahahs.

den bla bla blahs.
went home. watch tv.
datts whyy i'm so boredd.
did nothing muchh todae.

okayys, i dont know wadd else to post.
i'd better stop noww.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

i've made myself clear, i'll try to forget everything which darkens me.
i should enjoy more and do wad i'm supposed to do.
i shall try to forget my sadness, the sorrows.
i promise.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:51 PM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

hollarhs. ((:

gawsh, i'm soo tired noww.
sleepy alsoo.
but alsoo boredd laaa.

okaee, about todae.
wake up in the morning.
den relax2, had breakfast.
denn bathe.
siap2, halfwae through.
nana reached my house already.
so denn we went out.
meet my aunt at the bustop.
denn take bus to costa sands resort.
to nana's cousin's chalet.
which raihan, ramzan is gonna be dere. -.-"

yeah, saw raihan ferst. baru last saturdae saw him.
as for ramzan, long time didnt see him.
last i see him when i change school i guess.
so, ramzan was like, "eyh, aper kau buat kat sini?"
ishks, sounds so mean laa.
den bla bla blahs, we eat.
denn watch tv. watched 'kem 505' and 'she's the man'.
had lots of snacks, also fortune cookies.
me and nana had funn eating the fortune cookies.
denn aroundd 5+ like datt.
me and nana decided to go home ferst.
so we went home, i change my clothes and denn took my bikes.
ride the bicycles dere.

den reached dere, the rest pinjam2 my bike.
denn we lepak2. until 8+ like dat.
decided to go home, but raihan and ramzan borrowed both our bikes.
when they come back, rupernyer they go mcdonalds buy sundae ice cream.
so denn, bleahs3.
ride home.
it was soo hot and tiring laa.
den nana went home.
den i went to bathe.
gawsh, its soooo refreshing laas.

okaylahhs, i'm too tired already.
i'll end todae's post with pictures. ((:







me and nanaa yesterdayy. ((:





nana andd me in the bus otw to interchange.





datts a blurry picture of my sucky face and raihan beside drinking water.






watching tv. ramzan, and the rest. ((:






datts haikal. is dat how his name is spelt? ((:






taking a breakk after cycling.






dats me. tired and exhausted but cann still smile.((:






datts us.






us againn. ((:



okayys, i'm off.

too sleepy to open my eyes.

and oh, i LOVE zan's dimples.

soo cutee. ((:

' ' 'syakrazy-.

aww, still no msges from him. ))':


; i scream my lungs out @
10:51 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

hellohhs laaas.

gawsh, i'm too boredd laas.
i'm fed up laas.
i tried editing my friendster profile but it just wont change anything.
fuckk laarhs.
so just add up pictures in my profile.

so now, chatting with qee, and adiil.
shared stories with qee, alwaes. heheh.
fun fun.
den adiil send me this one particular video.
he asked me to watch it, but i asked ferst wad is it about.
den he say, not for the faint hearted.
so, i'd better dont watch or else i'll get asthma attack i guess.
and awwww, he still havent chat with me. )):

so todae, wake up at 10+.
checked my hp, but didnt receive any smses. ):
sadd laa, the whole dae of ytd, i checked my hp every 10 mins to see if deres any sms.
but dont have.
dats sooo sad okay?
so had breakfast. den relax2.
den called atiqah as she want me to call her.
so, chit chatt with her about stuffs, SAD STUFFS. )):
den went to bathe.
and siap2, and i'm off to tuitionn.
andd i'm oh-so-lethargic at tuitionn.
i'm like half-asleep laa.
and for the ferst time everr, i dont talk much.

after tuitionn, took 39 home with gerald.
its raining, and i keep on staring those water droplets.
gawsh.
den reached home, eat.
granny come over. sleeping over at my house dont know how long.
den went out with sis to west plaza.
saw nana and her mom while we're crossing the road.
so nana followed us to ntuc and aunt went to my house ferst.
bought some stuffs. den i bought choc, sweets.
denn nana treat me ice cream. ((:
thankss sayangg.

denn bleahs3.
shared stories widd nana.
snapped some pics togederr.
den bleahs, she went home.
so i went online.
and went online already, i'm sooo bored.

and fucking hell laas.
i'm sooo stressed up.
i admit, i like youu okay?
omg laa. i wish you know dat. understandd?
so, i didnt even receive any sms from him. )):
and we didnt even chatt.
i'm just waiting for him to start a conversation okay.
or maybe he's also waiting for me to start a conversation?
or maybe he doesnt even bother anymore??!
pleeeeaseee laaas, i like youu okay.
i wish youu know who youu are.
i cant live like dis. dis is soo killing me.

i'm off. i'd better get some sleep.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

i wishh i'm pretty. so dat i cann do it.
i can have everything, of course, revenge.

i wishh i wasn't stucked in this one-sided love.
i wishh i can have the love i want.
'cause i've been falling for guys i cant have all this time, and its torturing me.
and i wishh dat, if i cant have all i wishedd for, i wish i'm dead.
'cause its the best way to end all this.
its like living in a world of darkness, alone, finding a light for guidance.
i'm better of dead, right?

; i scream my lungs out @
10:59 PM

Friday, February 16, 2007

hellohhs. ((:

gawsh, i'm superrb boredd laaa now.
doing nothing. except for blogging noww and watching tv.
i need someone to chatt with me, pleeeaseee. ((:

so todae, school was halfdae.
went to school in the morning and saw amirah, syafiqah and dayang while crossing the road.
so walked with them to school.
okae, so in school.
had fire evacuation drill.
sat at the courtt and chit chatt with amirah and faidhi.
soo many stories toldd.
well, they heard it.
denn went back to class.
amirah and me was sent by mr.haniff to the sickbay thingy.
to take those food rationing.
dlm bnyk2 orgg, antar bdk pmpn. clever seyys.
so ended up we didnt carry those bottle drinks and food to class.
but taufiq carried it or us.
macehhs. ((:

in class, mr. haniff asked me to go toilet pulak dis time.
to tuck in my blouse and clip up my fringe.
from ytd seyys, me, amirah, liyana and aniah must clip up our fringe.
but we heck care.
so, after going to toilett.
this one sec 4t1 girl called me.
she asked if i'm kak shida's sister.
and so, yes. so i guess she must be kak nora's sister.
but how come she recognize me when we didnt even meet each other before.
wadever lahhs.
den had the concert.
the lion dance thingy, cute.
the hip hop dance, cool, i loiikee! ((:
the other dances, nycee.
i seriouslyy miss dancing laa.
its such a long time since i last dancee. ))':
denn went home around 11.

went home, did nothing.
sleep laa, wad else can i do.
wake up, did my POA homewerk.
but just one whole qn of no. 6.
the rest all haven't do.
denn siap2, go out.
followed mom and sis to loyang point, sheng siong.
bought stuffs, groceries.
ate at mcdonalds, denn went home.

and yeahhs, tuesday is dzulfiqar's bdae.
and we're all planning to go out and watch movie ramai2.
wad movie eyyhs? i want horror, as usual laa! ((:
but amirah, syafiqah, cnfm dont want. kan?
hahahs, nvm, we'll decide later.
i also not confirm laa, if i have money denn i tag alongg.
if i pokai, wasalam sudaa.
yeah, and i'm pokai noww.
only got a feww dollars laa.
gawsh! i need money, anybody? haha.

and alaaa, tmr having tuition at 1.30.
but nvmm, sunday got no tuition.
den mondayy school holidayy.
and tuesday going out.
and wednesday, awwww. got school.

okayys laa, i know my todae's post is pathetic.
damnn pathetic, boring, no meaning.

yay laaa! ((:
tmr nana coming over to my house.
wheeeeehs~

i'm off.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

p.s. i've been wanting to tell youu dis, but those werds just won't come out from my mouthh. i'm sorry, but i like youu. i wishh youu know dis.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:06 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

ouh yeahs wadever.
and yayyy, exactly one more month to my 15th birthday!

my eyes hurtts laa.
after cryingg, nk release stress katerkn. ((:
i'm like soooo bored la at home.
did nothing and nothing.
but later at night having tuition.
awwwww, gonna be so lonely la walking alone at night.

and and and. . i'm just plain lazy to post about yesterday.
well, a short one will do todae.
so, ytd was valentine's day.
i'm sooo jealous with faezahh as she got a teddy bear.
humphs, cute seyy dat teddy bear. sweet laa.
last yr i got a heart-shaped box of ferrero rocher.
but now amirah gave me a lollie. ((:
den the rest of us wished each other.
bleahs, wadever shits la.
and dayang, thanks for the ice cream.
and nasrul, thanks for the KFC treat.
awww, so sweet laaa.

so den todae, had school.
had art lesson. FUN bebehs.
liyana, zip and dan was telling me those creepy stories about our school.
ishks, scaryy seyy. but i loiikeee. ((:
so, we completed our drawings on the pot together with the details.
den did the shading. mine suck laa.
didnt manage to finish mine completely laa.
thanks soo much to mdm chan. hmphs.
den bla bla blahs laa.
lessons and lessons.
i'm alwaes still being bullied by the guys.

after school, went out of school with amirah, syafiqah and dayang.
mr. anuar tegor me at the gate. bcos my hair's already black.
but lucky he forget about the CWO thingy.
which i skipped one of the daes. phew!
den syafiqah blanjer ice cream.
yay! hahah. niceee~ (((:
den i went back home straight.

okays, i'm toooo bored now.
i'm missing my dearest girlfriends in s'goon sec now.
nevermind, like wad we planned, march holidaes okay?
we should meet up.
qee, i cant wait for ure stories!
and i have many stories too.
and yeah2, of cos i cant wait for my bdae present from fiza dearest.
HAHAH!
we shall snapp lots and lots of pics together for memories.
i love love love youus. ((:

i shall end here.
and start editing fiza dearest pictures which she wants for her blog.
i'm off.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

i was born to tell you i love youu.
and i am torn to do wadd i have to, to make you mine.
please be mine.

; i scream my lungs out @
5:15 PM

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

hokays, i'm boredd laaa.
super boredd.
damnn bored.
someone, entertain me pleeeaseee? ((:


okay, so had common test on monday and just now.
bleahs, monday was humanities.
history? gawsh, its easy! the qns are straight-forward.
BUT, too bad laaa. i cant seem to rmb and get those answer out of my head.
BOOO! laaaa. tsk.
for social studies? gawsh, easy also la.
but i cant remember anything!
well, not everything la. just few stuffs and factors.
its either i fail, or i just pass. no hope.


den for todae, i'll start about school ferst.
well, I GOT BULLIED hokay?!
dats so mean of the guys la.
soo many bullying me alone.
tak fair okay! aku gerams.
aku gigit karang telinga satu2. jadi doraemon nanti!
hahahs, okay, i'm crapping.
biler time nak makan dlm class, tau buat baek. ishks.
sabar jer okay sya?
history lesson was like boring la just now.
with dat mr. tay, lame larh he.


den after school, had science common test.
gawsh, difficult lah seyy.
i find physics much more difficult than chemistry.
i am sooo DEAD. =X
after common test, the guys plus 4 girls, aini, sofia, tina and me.
we went to saiful's house.
yeah, saiful's mom passed away last two daes.
its sad laa, i almost cried when mr. haniff told us yesterday.
so todae we managed to collect $100+ for saiful's family.
yeah so, we went dere.
den when going home time, as usual, dzul bullied me.
yeah, all day long, i've been helping him to put on his eyeliners.
but he bullied me in return? dats so mean ok.
he kept on tickling my neck la.
then the eyeliner he go put it on my cheeks.
den nk step tolong bersihkn, but he ended up pinching my cheeks.
i'm like ouchh laaa, it hurts sooo much.
smpi merah seyy, naseb pipi tk bengkak. but i scratched his hand in return.
padan muker. =P
and yeah, for your info, its my eyeliner okay.
hmphs, i'll take revenge tmr denn.
jage arhs. tk bagi mkn karang baru tau! hmphs!


okaylah, some pics taken. latest ones. ((:





me alone.




nasrul and me. ((:




us againn.

okayys, i'm off. good nightt readers.
sleep tight! (((:

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:33 PM

Sunday, February 11, 2007

hellohhs laa.
didnt post for fridae.

well, about fridae.
had drama after school.
but it was cancelled. bleahs.
dzul bought me a chocolate.
ouhs, macehh. ((:
so hang around in school.
watched the rest played cards.
snapped some pics.
i'll post up the pics later.
den at night, nasrul asked me out.
but i'm sleeping when he smsed me. hahahahs.
too bad laaa.

and about saturdae, had tuition.
after tuition, ride bike to pasir ris park.
saw haziq and liyana ferst.
den we proceed on finding the rest.
den bla bla blahs.
syafiqah's bdae party was okay la.
fun. the cake was superb.
(((:
den around 6, went home.
nana was at my house.
den bleahs, went to west plaza with her.
den bla bla blahs.
den todae, wake up at 10+.
den had breakfast.
den bla bla blahs, dyed my hair black.
dats soo "yayyy" laaaa.
but terpakse, bcos its better than spraying my hair everyday.
den bathe, and siap2.
get ready for tuition.
at tuition, time flies fast. for the ferst time laa.
tapi mcm cepat sgt gituks, dah la tues is science common test.
after tuition, went to tampines mall.
find my hair conditioner.
but dont have, so went to century sq.
so at last, found it. weeee~
den went home, bla bla blahs.
dats all laahs.
here are the pics. ((:



the note dat was sticked onto the d&t studio door.



adilaa andd me. ((:





adilaa and me. i'm eating the chocolate dzul gave me. ((:





dat's dzul. but aww, didnt get his face laa. he's wearing eyeliner. hahah. ((:





dzul and tasya. laughing.





dats them who's playing cards.






tasya and the cards.





dilaa and tasya




us againn. ((:





dzul kai celak muker mcm pmpn laaaa.






dzul and tasyaa. ((:






dats tasyaa.



i'm off.

nytes. ((:

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
9:53 PM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

hellohhs.

wowweee~
hahahs, siao laaa.
well, just came back.
from white sands.
and i'm full, too bloated.
ate at mcdonalds too much laa.
heheheh.

so ytd, didnt post.
and the reason is, i'm lazy.
period.

and as for todae.
yeah, didnt get into class in the morning.
assembled at quadrangle.
thanks to the guys for making messes in class.
so, the guys got caned, probation and dont know wadd.
den bla bla blahs.
before the ferst lesson, yeah, faidhi and izan cried.
yeah, me and aniah try to talk to them smpi nk nanges seyy.
our eyes got watery seyy, lagi siket nk meleleh air mater.
emotional seyy.
i guess if i'm in the i-room looking at they guys who got caned;
i'll be crying seyy. even ramadhan say he feels like crying la.

den bla bla blahs.
after school, we are supposed to bring back our books.
but, like unreasonable laaa.
deres like soo many books to bring home.
so heck care laa, me and ramadhan hid it.
we hide it under the teacher's table at ferst.
den we went out of class.
but, when think back. scared later the cleaners will clean it all up when they found it.
so we hide it in the teacher's drawer.
hahahah, mr haniff wont know anyway.
so tmr morning, i'm gonna help take out all our books from the drawer b4 mr haniff saw it.

den went home, wanted to walk out of school.
but den mr. anuar standing at the gate.
ishks, cnfm he tegor about my hair.
but luckily nasrul helped me out.
only dat i need to teman him go general office to take back his hp. -.-"
den walked out of school with him trying to like hide me from mr. anuar.
den walked out togeder, luckily laaa nth happen.
den he borrowed my hp, wanna send song, but soo slow.
and he ended up sending me home.
hahahah, but still the song havent finish sending.
so bleahs, at last he say send thru msn better.

den went home, siap2.
kluar back. go ica building.
change my passport picture.
and wadever shits laa, my face suck okay.
den went to white sands.
bought my hair dye. awwwwwwww.
ishks, so bye2 red hair.

okay, later i'm having tuition.
i'd better get going now.

' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
6:45 PM

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

ellos.

hahahs, just finished eating baked bread with kaya and margarine on it.
dats sooo yummy laaa.
i feel like having one more.
well, maybe later. and tmr morning.

so for todae, bleahs.
did POA in class.
watched dzul and razeef playing cards.
den dzul helped me spray my hair.
macehhs. ((:
had english. hold on to izan's hp.
send the pictures which consists of adila, tasya, me and dzul.
den bleahs, i'm all so emo in class.
aderla sebab2nyer.
only my girls know why laa.
so, sorry to those i've offended todae, if have.
den p.e, had the trial for 2.4km run.
ran with amirah and syafiqah.
well, we failed. YAY! syabas laa. -.-"
one for all, all for one. tk habis2. haha.
and while running, tears kept on rolling down my cheeks laa.
tgh lari pon boleh emotional. haha.
until amirah say if i cry one more time, she slap me.
but i'm laughing, plus crying. i'm confused laa.
i laugh, but got tears and i'm sad.
gilerks laaa.

den went back to class.
me, amirah, syafiqah and liyana ran back to class la.
me and amirah change to our uniform.
naseb i wear sleeveless kat dalam.
den just in time, the rest of the class came in.
phhewww!
den bleahs, had CME.
i'm soooo terase la psl the slashing thingy.
the article mr. haniff gave us.
terase beb.
den reccess, stayed back in class.
while amirah did her english stuffs.
i was like sitting on the table doing nth.
den at last, we went to assemble at hall.
bla bla blahs, had POA after dat.
slack laa, me and amirah.
bcos we sitting behind, according to register no.
den maths, worst la. did worksheet.
trying my best to keep myself awake.
den after dat, history.
ok lah, not boring.
but too cold laa in the history room.

den we proceed to hall.
for assembly, talk about wad lead stuffs.
shits laa, i dont even think i already have an account.
cekgu smuer kn pandai sgt.
pade last yr, smpi skrg.
den had the break time.
bla bla blahs, den had maths common test.
crap laa, no hope. confirm fail.
den after dat, went to tampines with amirah, syafiqah and dayang.
bought cheese waffle, yummy laaas.
den bought gulp at 7-11.
did some silly stuffs la.
den went home.
relax2, washed my hair.
den eat.

bleahs, den ride my small bike.
went to west plaza, to find my hair conditioner.
my hair is sooo rough laa w/o the conditioner. tk gerek.
skalik at ntuc out of stock. shit la.
so ride to whitesands. but i'm soo stupid la.
padahal dat time i go check already dont have.
den just now i still go.
so ended up buying a pocky. and a kani maki at epo sushi.
yay! i love kani maki! ((:
i soo missed it. its like soo not enough to just have one, or two.

so, i just ride back home.
my bike buat hal laaa. menyakitkn hati taos.
the pedal kept on stucking.
and some noises while cycling.
ishks, until my leg cramp seyy.
terpakse stop skejap kat bustop.
den reached home, did nothing else.
use the laptop. insert pics in. and chat.
just now also terpakse jeffri layan my mrepek-ness.

i'm done la. just left the pics.



dilaa sayangg and me. hahah. ((:



dilaa and me againn. ahhas! my face suck laa.



dzul, dilaa, me and tasya. hahah, satu2 muker. i look soo blurr laa.



tasya, me and dilaa. weeehehe~



and dat's me in the toilet taking pics with izan's hp. izan! i soooo love ure hp laaaaa. (((:

i'm off.
nites readers.
' ' 'syakrazy-.

; i scream my lungs out @
10:33 PM